XOXO

It's too painful to break up with someone especially when that person means a lot to you. It's an awful, horrible feeling. words can't describe how much I feel. It's a lot harder when 'goodbyes' aren't said, just a series of unpleasant, intense and harsh words thrown at each other without any hesitation. and right there and then, bot of you knew that the end of the relationship is gone. Why does it have to end this way?. It's terrible. If it wasn't for some useless and worthless issue that arose before, none of this would have happened. This just makes me sad. Every nasty accusations can't be taken back and what's worse is that it is still fresh and continuously piercing through every bit of my being leaving me sore all over. I hate this.

I so badly need morphine...