XOXO

after many years of smoking (almost 8 years to be exact?), My lungs are STILL, essentially normal- yep you heard it right, that's what the doctor said. Thank God. It's a tough decision but yes, I'm going to stop and quit smoking. It has become part of my system and getting rid of it was quite hard but I know I'm making the right decision, it's for the sake of my future. I just can't risk my health over some destructive habit. from the nature of my course and the work that entails it, I can't afford to have a respiratory problem. so there. If I wanted to go abroad I have to be completely careful taking care of my lungs and of course my whole body. Health buff, yes I'm becoming one. I hate to admit but yeah I think I've outgrown those 'wild days', you know, the getting all drunk, smoking ciggies like there's no tomorrow, partying almost everyday and all that shiz. I'm slowly taking that kind of life out of my system, not totally though but gradually. Hello, I'm already in my early 20's, I'm not a teen anymore and I should be more precautious and be serious with what's going on with my life. There's no school anymore, no teachers to guide you, or parents to watch you every single move you make, I'm on my own now, well not completely but ye know. by the next few years I'll be out there. Independent and living the life that I wanted to have.

well ok, I just want to say that I'm quitting smoking and it's good to know that my lungs are still functioning normally. OK, I might try to smoke, one stick or two, Let me rephrase what I said: what I'm trying to get rid of is the habit, because that's the crucial part. but as much as possible I'll try not to. because yes, there will always be temptation (you know what I mean), but surely it won't be like before. I've been managing not to smoke everyday and yes I must say that I'm quite successful. cheers to that!. goodbye ciggies, hello smoke free life or less smoke free life?. hoho