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I used to love surprises, but now?. I’m starting to hate it. Life is playing tricks on me lately and it's unexpected and always leaves me speechless. Every once in a while I like to have surprises, but consecutive?. hell no. It’s getting worse than I ever thought and it has been taking up a lot of my energy, more on the emotional state and its kinda exhausting and somewhat painful to accept. But what should I do, I have to endure and gradually accept the things in front of me. In time I will, but not now for sure. oh life I really hope you’ll fuck me good after all of this. Ill be patient.